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Indiana Football: Recently dismissed Morgan Ellison releases song “Out of My Mind” (Lyrics)

Morgan EllisonRecently dismissed sophomore running back Morgan Ellison has released a single on Apple Music called “Out of My Mind.”

In a statement released Friday evening by the program, Indiana sophomore running back Morgan Ellison was dismissed from the Indiana football program and suspended from the university for two and a half years.

Ellison released the song on Sunday October 21st, only three days after his dismissal from the program. The song is created under the artist name “Morgan ‘Juice’ Ellison.” The song appears to make reference to his current state of mind and discusses a moment in which Ellison called his mother only to hear tears on the other end of the phone call.

This is the first time Ellison has expressed himself since the dismissal.

The cover art of the song appears to utilize a head-shot of Ellison that was taken prior to the season.

 

Below is a transcription of the lyrics:

Better get out of my mind, I’m hurting so bad and I don’t know why

Better get out of my mind, I’m hurting so bad and I don’t know why

Gotta get out of my mind, I’m hurting so bad and I don’t know why

Sick of the feelings I just wanna die

Jesus I really need you in my life

My parents is hurting and I am the why

I broke her heart but then she broke mine

I’m sick of the pain just ruining lives

Having these dreams and they suck on my life

I want my shorty right back

Please tell your family I’m sorry I’m black

My heart is hurting but no heart attack

I think that it’s broken but more than a crack

When you said you love me, were you telling the truth?

Yeah you said you did, but I’m looking for proof

Climb to the top of the roof, on the edge I thought in my head

Said Lord I wanna be dead

Please just get this evil up out of my head

Look down at my phone and my momma was calling

I picked it up and then she start balling

Sick of this life, my head been hurting all night

Hearing these lies about myself saying no way that this can be right

Stuck in my head, laying in bed, googling ways to be dead

Sick of the pain, this aint a game, I might just do what I said

Gotta get out of my mind, I’m hurting so bad and I don’t know why

Sick of the feelings I just wanna die

Jesus I really need you in my life

My parents is hurting and I am the why

I broke her heart but then she broke mine

I’m sick of the pain just ruining lives

Having these dreams and they suck on my life

My heart is flipped upside down now

Haven’t seen for a while now

Every time I see your face I get so upset, but can’t help to smile now

When you said you love me, were you telling the truth?

Yeah you said you did, but I’m looking for proof

Gotta get out of my mind, I’m hurting so bad and I don’t know why

Sick of the feelings I just wanna die

Jesus I really need you in my life

My parents is hurting and I am the why

I broke her heart but then she broke mine

I’m sick of the pain just ruining lives

Having these dreams and they suck on my life

Eddie Cotton

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